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Hallucinating Wildly

by Prostar

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Daily I think of you It's hard pretending you don't exist And now you seem brand new My life has taken many twists Maybe we'll meet again Somehow somewhere as someone new We'll joke and laugh like friends My smile will never fade when I'm with you And I'll talk to myself as if it's really you Cause I feel like that's the only kind of talking we'll ever do And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane Even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do Cause now I've built you up in my head to much We'd never be able to keep in touch My mind keeps running Away with thoughts of how it'd go I'd sound so awesome At least I think that you'd say so Sometimes I'm lazy Pretend like you don't say a thing Even then you're perfect And I feel like I can barely sing And I hope you think this song is about you Cause I'd hope it'd be about me if the one singing it was you And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane Even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do Cause now I built you up in my head too much We'd never be able to keep in touch And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane And even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do And this antisocial matrix in my brain (Backing: Antisocial mind) Makes reaching out seem so insane (Backing: Makes me think twice) Even if you wanted to (Backing: Are you wanting to) Speak to me, it's something I'd never do (Backing: Call me out of the blue?) But now I've built you up in my head too much And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane Even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do And this antisocial mind of mine Keeps me thinking of you all the time Cause I hate the thought of thinking of you With no reality to compare it to I think we're both too fucking in our heads That we both think it's something that we said That's keeping us from talking to And hearing both the voices we once knew But now I've built you up in my head to much Yeah I built you up in my head to much And if my memory serves me about us You were never the type to keep in touch
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Dreamer 03:31
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I'm not here My mind is closed for repairs But you came in I don't know how or when But you're still here While I'm here shutting off my mind Memory time I look through all these broken Files of mine The lost and long forgotten Days gone by I never want to see the end don't know what I'm hoping to find If I follow this through to the end of the line I guess I'm just afraid it'll be the truth Maybe one day you'll read my mind And you'll see how I waste all my time Upending my thought train thinking of you I'm hallucinating wildly I'm with you Burned my eyes I've etched in all these moments That should die I should just cut my losses and Say goodbye The rabbit hole went far too deep Wasting time The only thing that I don't Want to fly I'm losing all these moments Thinking I Will ever talk to you again I don't know what I'm hoping to find If I follow this through to the end of the line I guess I'm just afraid it'll be the truth Maybe one day you'll read my mind And you'll see how I waste all my time Upending my thought train thinking of you Hallucinating wildly I'm with you You I can't lie Compared to now I feel I Didn't try You jokingly called me sir but I'm no knight Studying wrongs has kept me right All this time I wanted to thank you for All the nights The things you said to me I've Kept in mind Made me the man I hoped I'd be I've been singing these lyrics of mine But I'm doubting that any of them will find The way out to your ears that I want them to Maybe one day I'll wake up to find That you've been listening in the whole time And you've just felt it's weird calling out of the blue I don't know what I'm hoping to find If I follow this through to the end of the line I guess I'm just afraid it'll be the truth Maybe one day you'll read my mind And you'll see how I waste all my time Upending my thought train thinking of you I don't know what I'm hoping to find If I follow this through to the end of the line I guess I'm just afraid it'll be the truth Maybe one day you'll read my mind And you'll see how I waste all my time Upending my thought train thinking of you Hallucinating wildly I feel I'm wasting my time because I Just can't bring myself to forget you You
4.
Daily I think of you It's hard pretending you don't exist And now you seem brand new My life has taken many twists Maybe we'll meet again Somehow somewhere as someone new We'll joke and laugh like friends My smile will never fade when I'm with you And I'll talk to myself as if it's really you Cause I feel like that's the only kind of talking we'll ever do And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane Even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do Cause now I've built you up in my head to much We'd never be able to keep in touch My mind keeps running Away with thoughts of how it'd go I'd sound so awesome At least I think that you'd say so Sometimes I'm lazy Pretend like you don't say a thing Even then you're perfect And I feel like I can barely sing And I hope you think this song is about you Cause I'd hope it'd be about me if the one singing it was you And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane Even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do Cause now I built you up in my head too much We'd never be able to keep in touch And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane And even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do And this antisocial matrix in my brain (Backing: Antisocial mind) Makes reaching out seem so insane (Backing: Makes me think twice) Even if you wanted to (Backing: Are you wanting to) Speak to me, it's something I'd never do (Backing: Call me out of the blue?) But now I've built you up in my head too much And this antisocial matrix in my brain Makes reaching out seem so insane Even if you wanted to Speak to me, it's something I'd never do And this antisocial mind of mine Keeps me thinking of you all the time Cause I hate the thought of thinking of you With no reality to compare it to I think we're both too fucking in our heads That we both think it's something that we said That's keeping us from talking to And hearing both the voices we once knew But now I've built you up in my head to much Yeah I built you up in my head to much And if my memory serves me about us You were never the type to keep in touch
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about

Three songs that are as big and emotional as Prostar could muster. This EP flows (almost completely seamlessly) from track to track in a way that attempts to help you find some inner peace; be that from vibing with the social anxiety of "Keep in Touch," relaxing to the calm tones of "Dreamer," or yelling along with "End of the Line" to help you work out why you be like you do.

The EP includes the regular "Album" versions of all three tracks as well as "Single" versions of "Keep in Touch" and "Dreamer" that are edited to better suit playlists.

credits

released April 26, 2020

Written, Produced, Recorded, Mixed, Mastered, and all parts Performed by Jim Provan

Special Thanks to:
Chris Curry (Bass line inspiration for "Keep in Touch")
Joel Janchenko (Drum track inspiration for "Keep in Touch")
Jon Dombro
Ryan Suhajda
And everyone else who has helped inspire the music

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Prostar Chicago, Illinois

I'm just a guy who digs writing and recording music. Pop sort of chord progressions, rock/punk sort of instrumentation.

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